Deathbed Existentialism

This is a representation of the meandering melange that is my mind.
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6 plays
Michael Jackson,
Thriller [Special Edition]

Baby Be Mine by Michael Jackson from the album Thriller

10 plays
Phoenix,
Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix

Girlfriend by Phoenix from the album Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix

One of My favourite songs from song for song, one of my favourite albums. I have nothing to say. Just listen and enjoy.

Tired out, not a miracle in days
Deciders for the lonely whispering tears
You try out for nothing then you drop dead
Not a miracle in years
Leisure for the lonely
Whispering unnecessary unless you’re in

Die and succeed
I say it out loud but you just don’t care
Farewell, til you know me well
Farewell, til you know me well
Girlfriend

We are far from home, I am with you now
I’m am longing you, I am longing us two
Who bought a miracle sells these fortune tears
December’s death or glory how you want it?
No, not a miracle in years
Deciders for the lonely
Wishing death wishes death unless

Die and succeed
I say it out loud but you just don’t care
Farewell, til you know me well
Farewell, til you know me well
Girlfriend

Die and succeed
I say it out loud but you just don’t care
Girlfriend

Deutschland vor, noch ein Tor!

28 plays
Steely Dan,
Katy Lied

Your Gold Teeth II by Steely Dan from the album Katy Lied

What can I say about this song except for that Jeff Porcaro does it again.

10 plays
Fleetwood Mac,
Rumours [Remastered]

Dreams by Fleetwood Mac from the album Rumours

Not a very big fan of Fleetwood Mac. However, Mick Fleetwood kept it together long enough to lay down a brilliantly understated and tasteful track.

10 plays
The Replacements,
Pleased to Meet Me

f he was from Venus, would he feed us with a spoon?
If he was from Mars, wouldn’t that be cool?
Standing right on campus, would he stamp us in a file?
Hangin’ down in Memphis all the while.

Children by the million sing for Alex Chilton when he comes ‘round
They sing “I’m in love. What’s that song? I’m in love with that song.”

Cerebral rape and pillage in a village of his choice.
Invisible man who can sing in a visible voice.
Feeling like a hundred bucks, exchanging good lucks face to face.
Checkin’ his stash by the trash at St. Mark’s place.

Children by the million sing for Alex Chilton when he comes ‘round
They sing “I’m in love. What’s that song? I’m in love with that song.”

I never travel far, without a little Big Star

Runnin’ ‘round the house, Mickey Mouse and the Tarot cards.
Falling asleep with a flop pop video on.
If he was from Venus, would he meet us on the moon?
If he died in Memphis, then that’d be cool, babe.

Children by the million sing for Alex Chilton when he comes ‘round
They sing “I’m in love. What’s that song? I’m in love with that song.”

"I’m in love. What’s that song? I’m in love with that song."

Sent a drum set that will be used in the upcoming JEM and The Holograms live action movie. When they returned it, they gave me a backpack with the JEM logo. Don’t know if they will be making these or not. So, this could be a rare piece. So psyched!

YES!!! YES!!! YES!!!

47 plays
Palma Violets,
180

Best of Friends by Palma Violets off the album 180

Currently on heavy rotation in my life’s playlist

I see Alaina in the distance
shouting out a word,
oh she runs through persistence
oh her mind is so absurd

Oh love 
Oh lord 

Jumping Janet to the end!
I wanna be your friend

I wanna be your best friend,
I don’ t want you to be my girl
I wanna be your best friend,
I don’ t want you to be myyyyy

I see a witness windy 
with her short hair and her pistol boots
oh man she always ready to take that line and finaly shoot!

Oh love 
Oh lord 

Jumping Janet to the end, I wanna be your friend………..

59 plays
Disturbed,
The Sickness

Voices by Disturbed from the album The Sickness

A great song off of a decent album. I loved this album and the band. However, I lost interest because all of their songs started to sound the same. This is still my favourite. My favourite part of the song is the little ride pattern the drummer plays during the chorus.

So, are you breathing
No, no
Are you breathing
So, are you breathing
No

[x2]
Wake up, are you alive
Will you listen to me
I’m gonna talk about some freaky shit now
Someone is gonna die
When you listen to me
Let the living die, Let the living die
(say)

[Chorus:]
Are you breathing, no?
Do the wicked see you?
You still breathing?
You’re making me known
Are you breathing, no?
Do the wicked see you?
You still breathing?

[x2]
What’s up? I wonder why?
Do you listen to me?
I’m gonna make you do some freaky shit now
Insane, you’re gonna die
When you listen to me
Let the living die, let the living die
(say)

[Chorus]

Can’t you imagine how good going through this will make you feel?
I promise, no one will ever know
There will be no chance of you getting caught
They never loved you anyway
So come on, be a man
And do what you are compelled to do Save Me God, God [x10]

I can hear the voice But I don’t want to listen
Strap me down and tell me I’ll be alright
I can feel the subliminal need To be one with the voice
And make everything alright
I can hear the voice But I don’t want to listen
Strap me down and tell me I’ll be alright
I can feel the subliminal need To be one with the voice
And make everything alright

[Chorus]

So, are you breathing? So, do you breathe no, no?
So, are you breathing? So, do you breathe no?

23 plays
Henrik B, Niklas Gustavsson & Peter JohanssonHenrik B, Niklas Gustavsson & Peter Johansson,
Echoes - Single

Echoes-(Radio Edit) by Henrik B, Niklas Gustavsson, Peter Johansson off the single Echoes

Normally, I’m not a big fan of this type of music, nor am I a fan of sampling. However, this is a major exception.

51 plays
Donald Fagen,
The Nightfly

This is for one of my most favourite Tumblr followers who apparently had quite a shitty day!

Standing tough under stars and stripes 
We can tell 
This dream’s in sight 
You’ve got to admit it 
At this point in time that it’s clear 
The future looks bright 
On that train all graphite and glitter 
Undersea by rail 
Ninety minutes from New York to Paris 
Well by seventy-six we’ll be A.O.K. 

What a beautiful world this will be 
What a glorious time to be free 

Get your ticket to that wheel in space 
While there’s time 
The fix is in 
You’ll be a witness to that game of chance in the sky 
You know we’ve got to win 
Here at home we’ll play in the city 
Powered by the sun 
Perfect weather for a streamlined world 
There’ll be spandex jackets one for everyone 

What a beautiful world this will be 
What a glorious time to be free 

On that train all graphite and glitter 
Undersea by rail 
Ninety minutes from New York to Paris 
(More leisure for artists everywhere) 
A just machine to make big decisions 
Programmed by fellows with compassion and vision 
We’ll be clean when their work is done 
We’ll be eternally free yes and eternally young 

What a beautiful world this will be 
What a glorious time to be free

59 plays
Rush,
Hold Your Fire

Time Stand Still by Rush from their album Hold Your Fire.

When I was younger, this was one of my favourite songs. It reminded me to take time to savor life and live in the moment. I have a habit of living either in the past, the future or both. Because, before I know it, I’ll be an old man full of regret. And I don’t want that for myself. Today, I still live in the past, the future or both. However, I have learned to just enjoy those brief moments when I permit myself to do so. .

I turn my back to the wind
To catch my breath
Before I start off again.
Driven on without a moment to spend
To pass an evening with a drink and a friend

I let my skin get too thin
I’d like to pause
No matter what I pretend
Like some pilgrim
Who learns to transcend
Learns to live as if each step was the end

(Time stand still)
I’m not looking back
But I want to look around me now
(Time stand still)
See more of the people and the places that surround me now
Time Stands still 
Freeze this moment a little bit longer
Make each sensation a little bit stronger
Experience slips away
Experience slips away

Time Stands still

I turn my face to the sun
I Close my eyes
Let my defenses down
All those wounds that I can’t get unwound

I let my past go too fast
No time to pause
If I could slow it all down
Like some captain, whose ship runs aground
I can wait until the tide comes around

(Time stand still)
I’m not looking back
But I want to look around me now
(Time stand still)
See more of the people and the places that surround me now
Freeze this moment a little bit longer

MAKE EACH SENSATION A LITTLE BIT STRONGER

Make each impression, a little bit stronger
Freeze this motion a little bit longer
The innocence slips away
The innocence slips away…

Time stands still
Time stands still

I’m not looking back
But I want to look around me now
See more of the people and the places that surround me now
Time stands still

Summer’s going fast, nights growing colder
Children growing up, old friends growing older
Freeze this moment a little bit longer
Make each sensation a little bit stronger
Experience slips away
Experience slips away…
The innocence slips away.